its been a while since i heard from my friend Ryan...
i didint think much of it other than...maybe he changed his sn?
or been to busy to keep in touch...

i have no idea what had happened...

but i just found out that Ryan Passed away...

please rest in peace ryan...

i fucking miss your creative self..
i miss our late night chats till 5 am talking about tenchu doujins
i miss our stories we'd write to create our own tenchu fantasies lol
i miss our OC chats doodling...
it saddens me to think that i will no longer have a friend to share stories with...
we never got the the part on how akane and buuzen met lolol
and how you wanted to add on your characters into the stories i wrote...

i guess it will have to be put on hold till we see you again... <3

rest in peace rest in peace....
love you forever

I FUCKING WANT THISSSS LOLOLOLOLOL

001. Legal name? -- Han Na > Hanna
002. Nickname(s)? -- Akusesu > Aku
003. Zodiac sign? -- Taurus
004. Male or female? -- female
005. Elementary? -- Glenknoll
006. Middle School? -- Bernardo Yorba
007. High School? -- Esperanza
008. Hair color? -- dark brown/black
009. Long or short? -- medium
010. Loud or Quiet? -- HAHA im actually a bit of both...depends
011. Sweats or Jeans? -- jeans
012. Phone or Camera? -- phone
013. Health freak? -- im a fatty...
014. Drink or Smoke? -- meh
015. Do you have a crush on someone? -- my retarded ass bf
016. Eat or Drink? --both?
017. Piercings? -- plenty..but want more.Left ear > 3 on lobe, 1 cartilidge. Right ear > 2 on lobe, 2 or cartilidge..i will get one more on my anti helix XD

018. Tattoos? -- no..but will soonnnnnnn ;D one dayy

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? -- yes
020. Been in a car accident? -- yes
021. Been in a fist fight? -- yes

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing? -- ears
023. First best friend? -- a bitch... who ditched me
025. First award? -- handwriting honor roll in elementary lawlalwlw
026. First crush? -- a boy named Daniel..who every freaking other girl had a crush on...and the girls would bitch at me for hanging out with him.. lawls
028. First big vacation? -- Korea, but i guess japan has been my BIGGEST XD

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to? -- retard face ;) <3
030. Last person you texted? -- some classmates
031. Last person you watched a movie with? -- retard face? lolol
032. Last food you ate? -- so much korean bbq..
033. Last movie you watched? -- the fourth kind
034. Last song you listened to? -- According to you by orianti (sp?)
035. Last thing you bought? -- ribbons for hw
036. Last person you hugged? -- mah pikachhuuuu retard face lololol

FAVES:
037. Food? -- omg.. i dont know.. so many.. pho.. pad thai..spring rolls.....ill freaking eat the world lol
038. Drinks? water and soda when i need it
039. Clothing? -- vests and jackets WITH HOODIES!!
040. Book? -- anything written by Dave Pelzer...saved mah liifeeee <3 lawll
041. Music? -- alot from Muse, linkin park,red hot chili peppers
042. Flower? -- hmm.. never really thought of that... i'd say lillies and iris's
043. Colors? -- blue!
044. Movies? -- soo many.... i dont know...
045. Shoes? -- mah chucksss
046. Subjects? -- clothing aka sewing

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ no.. but omg sounds like fun XD] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [LOL ] gotten pregnant
054. [LOLOL even if i did i would tell the world ahaha ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [x good times ahah ] pretended to be sick
061. [x] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [x] ran a mile
065. [x] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [x] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? -- my spiitttt
068. Drinking? -- my spit! lol
069. I'm about to? -- do hw
070. Listening to? -- some fob...
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? -- hw and GOBBLE GOBBLE DAY TMW!! ;D
072. Waiting for? -- SCHOOL TO FUCKING END

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? -- maybe
074. Want to get married? -- maybe
075. Careers in mind? -- wants to make and design costumes for films

WHICH IS BETTER ON A Girl?
076. Lips or eyes? -- hmm..toughy...i think eyes
077. Shorter or taller? -- shorter?... cuz im always shortest ahah
078. Romantic or spontaneous? -- spontaneous
079. Nice chest or nice legs? -- hmm dayumm... legs??
080. Sensitive or loud? -- depends...i've witnessed the freaking worst of both...
081. Hookup or relationship? -- relationship
082. Troublemaker or hesitant? -- trouble maker <3

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts? -- dont think so
084. Ran away from home? -- yes
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense? -- no
086. Killed somebody? -- I WISHHHH no i jk
087. Broken someone's heart? -- i believe so...
088. Been arrested? -- yes LOL
089. Cried when someone died? -- yes...i even cry when animals die on movies lol

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself? -- yea.. cuz i get things done!
091. Miracles? hmm.. yes.. but i'm really wishing for one now..
092. Love at first sight? yes and no... i see both ways
093. Heaven? yes
094. Santa Claus? LOL i wish i was 5 again.. my cousins and brother ruined all childhood fantasies for me
095. Sex on the first date? -- eww herpes no thank you
096. Kiss on the first date? -- if they behave ;P

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? -- yea...even though i was just with him XD
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? -- it has its ups and downs... some parts could be better...

099. Do you believe in God? -- yes

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.


- taichou!
-bobby
-muze
-erika-san~~
-chloe
-whoever that didnt do this yet XD

OMGOMGOMGOGM
peacemaker kurogane is gonna be made into a live action drama!!! XDDD

EXCITEDDDDD
damnnmnnn jennifer for introducing me to it... LOL
*spazz*

and TAIICHOUUUu
JENNIFERRRR
let us rewearr in future!! XD

LOLL
so my bf calls me today..
telling me how when he was opening the door to his house...he looked to the side and saw Flapjack just sitting there staring at him...

he was supposed to be in the backyard pen D:...
he somehow got out and made his way to the front...

peter jokingly said "Git back to the yard!!" lawlalwl and scooted the rabbit with a little nudge with his foot...

the bunny gets up and runs around the corner of the house...(with my bf following him)
and crawls through the gate...and back into its pen...
LOLL
OMGAHHH i love this bunny XDDDDD

so smart!! even though it was all by chance....

but the fact that it went back! AWW XD

this....makes me so sad.. ;(
such freaking torture to little kids...for selfish reasons IMO...
i just wanna give the kids a big bear hug ;(((

lawlalw i love procrastinatinngggg

so i was chatting with monty earlier...and it got me more psyched to finally get a tifa cosplay done... ;D
i am such a cosplay whore. lolol

i was considering doing a Dead Fantasy version of tifa, aka beat up/bloody/arrows sticking out of her back with swords. version. LOL

anybody else wanna join the fun XDD

and those of you who have not heard or seen dead fantasy...
shame on you!!!

i duno when im having this planned for...possibly AX or fanime? its also not for sure yet... not official... just depends how dedicated i get and with who XD

shiiitt im gonna be sewing like a beep during winter break since i wont have time during spring and summer break lol

(BTW TONYYYY whats going on with Soul eater shoot???)

Eps 1+2




Eps 3



Eps 4



Eps 5

-$200 in bank....
fuckers dont do pardoning first overdrafting.. T^T
ughhh

thats like. HALF OF A PS3!!! BAHHH!!!!
im so sad...

ughh

i want dim sum...
i want pho...

im such a fatty! LOL

on a brighter note... my bf got me a rabbit LOL
more likely he found it in his backyard....

turns out a family who lives by our restaurant threw it out ;(

and it somehow made its way across the street to peters back yard...
he saw how much i loved it and said he would keep it for me XDDDDD



i named him flapjack ;)


hes sooo cuuuuteeeit follows me everywhere in the yard <333333333333

HAPPY BDAY MIKKEE!!!! <33333333

fuuckkk overdraft fees......

LOL
OKOKOOK
i know this is WAY early...but i need to do this to dedicate myself...
because i have been putting it aside for literally 5 years haaha

i REALLLYY want to cosplay Rival Schools! (Justice Gakuen)!!
and i would LOVEEE to have some group members to keep me motivated!!!

i really wanted to do Akira/Powered Akira and haku pushed me to just do it XD

heres a list of characters~~~
if anyone interested?? XD






( Characters )

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WOOO
late post!

but thank you all who showed up to my party!!~~~~~
;DDDD

even though we didnt get to play games or watch alot of scary movies, i hope you all had fun!!!

and those of you who left when i told you to spend the night...

FAIILLLLLLLLLLL

YOU SHOULD HAVE STAYED THE NIGHT!!!

but yess thanks all for coming!~

wttfff T^T
the stabbing sounds makes me lawl a bit



on a side note, i didnt realize ycon was halloween weekend.. LAME

hope every is having fun/had fun at ACC!!!
wish i was there T^T

damn work..
and damn hw -.-

hmm for for my english class...
my professor gave us an option to take on a challenge...

we are to make a false information post on wikipedia....about anything we want.. we can make up anything
or take a fact and tweak it around.

if our post can last 1 whole week without getting deleted...she will let us waver out final essay for the class...

(that make sense?)

so im trying to think of good ideas for the post to make...

we can try to attempt it as many times as we like
and there are no penalties..
just a reward if we can pull it off.

any ideas?

i had a few such as

getting a korean dish and tweak up the facts of how it was originated etc...

but yea.. anyone else wanna give it a shot and help me with some ideas? XD

seems like a fun project lol

hmm
well pretty much i have a friend in korea who owes me $$ after sending her over some cosplay props that were only sold in the US...

so inorder to pay me back shes letting me pick out stuff from this site and will be shipping it to me...

Haku and i picked out everything we wanted pretty much, and i already asked a few people to pick out what they wanted as well, but im still a little short to break even..

i have about 50,000WON left in credit
which is about roughly $60 USD (probably changed in currency by now)

so i wanna hurry up and use up the credit before i get too lazy to pick anything out at all, so was wondering if anyone wanted anything from this site and use my credit and pay me back in USD...

http://www.intothecos.com/

there are tabs on the left hand side...

1st tab (7일간 반짝할인)- Show case display
2nd tab (펑크샵) - Punk shop
3rd tab (가검) - Swords
4th tab (총기류) - Firearms
5th tab (소품) - Cosplay props
6th tab (가발) - wigs
7th tab (의상) - Costumes
8th tab (캐릭터별) - Props/accessories (organized by anime/characters)
9th tab (부자재) - subsidiary material
10th tab (공동구매) - ...im not sure.. LOL i think bundle sales?...... lawlllssss

take a screen shot and send it to me...

btw im only taking order favors from friends aka REAL LIFE friends only, just to avoid problems...

and PLEASE order things only if you are certain you want it, because once you order it and i buy it.. you owe me $$ for it buddy lol
even if you change your mind!!!

baahh sorry for once again being so inactive everyoneeeee

school hasn't been hard or stressful or anything... but has just been time consuming.. T^T

since i been MIA for a bit, i miss anything neww? ;D
tell me some news people!!! XD

garrrrrr...
i start school soon....
they some how fucked up on my papers and made me wait an extra 2 hours...and i got shitty class hours because of that... ughh
morning classes everyday...mon-fri at 8 am...
17 units...
7 classes...

T^T
im sooo scared.... ahah

i should be focusing.. and yet..
here i am making a list of the future outfits i WILL be making... LOLOl
im such a loser....

Howl's Moving Castle - Marlo

Burst Angel - Jo

Rival Schools - Akira

Soul Eater - (2nd uniform) Black Star or Soul

Dogs - Haine

Final Fantasy 13 Versus - Noctis

Final Fantasy 13 - Lightning

Dead Fantasy - Tifa

FFVII Crisis Core - Cloud

Angel Sanctuary - Kurai

Teen Titans - Terra (AHAHHA YEA TEEN TITANS!!!)

Vocaloid - Magnet Len

Hetalia - Prussia, Korea, China (lawll...what?...)

and akjghalaldgjha;dhadg someone join me in these XDDDD
i need motivational partners!!! ;DD

omga i start school soon...i have school registration tmw....in 5 hours in other words.. lololol agghh must try and sleep....

im so freaking scared... T^T

freedom is almsot gone...

but on postive side Haku and i will be rooming together!! ;DD
WOOOTttt

she will slowly kill me with her hetalia fandom, as i will be slowly killing her with kimchi XD
lololol <33

HAPPY BDAY TOnY!!!!
<3333
feel lucky!! the first thing i did when i woke up today...was post this!!!
lawlalw XD
and yes... i woke up late today XD